Ever since I started working, I've been experiencing weird things.
My hands will swell up to the point that my ring would not be able to come off, my knees and hand joints hurt badly and its hard to bend them all the way.
I'm always nauseous, dizzy.
I have a hard time reading at work. I'll look at something and the words just dont make sense.
I get confused easily. I'll put away a woman's sweater and have another one to put away a few minutes later and completely forget where they go and just wander.
I have really shaky hands, I am always dropping things. I cant remember how to do things, even if its something super easy. My right arm is numb a lot, and I have tingling throughout it.
I am really scared about it, and I still get staph infections only on my legs.
I feel like I'm so stupid because my brain is doing weird things.
I went to the doctor and explained my situation, and the second I said I had shaky hands he said I had anxiety and depression.
I said that I breath in a lot of mold daily and I have all the signs of toxic black mold poisoning but he said that if it was mold, I would have breathing issues.
The only remedy he had for me is to see a psychologist.
I know I have something else wrong with me.
I have a bacterial infection that occurs every few weeks that is super painful and is leaving scars.
How is that depression related?
Needless to say, I am changing my doctor.
If anyone in America thinks that Canadians are lucky to have free health care, think again. It may be free, but it sucks.
My mom has cancer and it took forever for it to be diagnosed cause the doctor kept telling her she was fine and just fed her pain killers. If it wasnt for my mom being so persistent, she might not be here today.
Oh, I almost forgot, when I said all my symptoms, he asked for my age, and then said I was fine.
There are young people who have serious health issues!
Now on to less serious stuff.
This is what I wore the other day.
This top was a dress that I posted before but it just was too baggy and long.
I cut it into a top and feel much better about it.

top - thrift and diy'ed
tights - zellers
shoes - walmart
harmonica necklace - store bought harmonica, thrift chain







































